IMMA BE

THIS IS MY FAVORITE BLACKEYE PEAS VIDEO,BUT I DONT LIKE HOW WILL.I.AM IS A BIG CAMERA HOG,AND HOW APPLE AND TABOO DONT GET AS MUST EXPOSURE IN THE BEP VIDS LIKE FERGIE AND WILL DO.ITS NOT FAIR THEY GET ALL THE GOOD EFFECTS AND PARTS AND TABOO AND APPPLE ARE JUST LEFT WITH THE REST.THEY ARE PART OF THE GROUP ALSO, YA KNOW

LIES,FRIENDSHIP,GOOD,BAD,BROKEN PROMISES.

OVER THE PAST YEAR AND FEW DAYS I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW SOMEONE WHO I CONSIDERED TO BE MY BESTFRIEND.NOW IN THE BEGINING THE FRIENDSHIP WAS ALL GOOD UNTIL THAT PERSON STARTED LYING TO ME.WELL NE WAY,EVERYONE MAKES NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS RIGHT?? WELL THIS PERSONS'RESOLUTION WAS TO CHANGE HOW THEY TREAT ME AND TO BE A BETTER FRIEND.AFTER ALL THE PROMISES NOT FUFILLED AND THE EPIC SPEECHES WHICH IN MY MIND ARE JUST HOT AIR ,THINGS ARE THE SAME.NOW PEOPLE HAVE SUGGESTED TO ME THAT SINCE THERE IS NO GROWTH IN THIS FRIENDSHIP THAT I SHOULD JUST LEAVE IT ALONE.BUT ITS HARD TO LEAVE STUFF ALONE WHEN U CARE ABOUT THE PERSON AND U THINK ABOUT HOW STUFF USED TO BE.NOW IM NOT PLANNING TO LET GO OF THIS PERSON BECUZ OBVIOUSLY GOD PUT THIS INDIVIDUAL IN MY LIFE FOR A REASON,AND I FEEL LIKE THEIR PURPOSE HASNT BEEN FUFILLED YET.BUT ALL I SHALL SAY IS THAT THE LIL BFF TITLE IS SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE USED LOSELY NOW-A-DAYS BECAUSE N E ONE CAN JUST SAY THEY ARE UR BFF.IT TAKES A TRUE FRIEND WHO LISTENS TO UR PROBLEMS AND HELPS U TO GROW AS PERSON THATS WUT I CALL A BESTFRIEND.AND THIS INDIVDUAL THAT I "L WORD" ALOT IS NOT GIVING ME THAT.HERES THE THING THAT TICS ME OFF.IF I COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS THIS IS WUT HAPPENS: 1.I GET THIS SPEECH PROMISING THEY WILL DO BETTER,2.THIS PERSON MAKES EVERYONE THINK IM A SUPER NEEDY PERSON OR AN ASSHOLE ,3.WE DONT TALK FOR A WHILE AND THEN HE OR SHE TRIES TO KISS MY ASS AND THEY THINK IT'LL ALL BE BETTER.THIS IS IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM ME SAYING GOODBYE OR N E THING,BUT I JUST WANT U TO BE EVERYTHING U PROMISED TO ME AND CERTAIN PEOPLE IN UR LIFE.ESPECIALLY THAT ONE PERSON WHO WAS A BIG INFLUENCE IN UR LIFE.U HAVE ALOT OF POTENTIAL TO AND I DONT CONSIDER U TO BE A BAD PERSON BUT U GOTTA STEP UR GAME UP.AND I DO WANNA KEEP U AROUND FOR A LONG TIME AND NOT JUST THROW U AWAY LIKE THE OTHERS,I TRIED TO HOLD UP MY END OF THE BARGAIN NOW ITS UR TURN PP>>>>>>>>>>> THE END